It's somethg evryone has to go tru in life ? Jiayou JASMINE !!! U will make it ! U can do it !

My goals ? Aims ??

'He started e first lie, he wnt gif u e truth anymore'

I'm gg out to see e real life of Tis world, learn more of human, not like before. Thanks to A. Nw if I'm back to e previous me, wld it be more interesting ?? Shld I just gif myself up ?? It doesn't matter anyway. PARTY HARD ! Let go n forget Evrythg for this coming new yr 2011 !! Cheers  gotta move on!

I  my Mom

2 day Nv go wrk lar~~ flu n fever but Nv c doc !! Dnt feel like staying hm, went out & bought my 1st camera !! Muahahahahah.. s !! Gonna explore lar~ 

First time so much thg to do at wrk !! I'm so hungry, Haiz~ Had been raining heavily til Nw. Lonely rain, e sky is crying for mi ? When can I hv my happiness n a caring bf ? It's raining, n he's there for me.. Knw y I'm hungry.. Knw y I cry for.. Maybe Nv.

To liar+bastard+jerk !

Fking bastard !! Fk Ur mother !! Each lie u said to mi will make u pay for it, make u poorer each day !! Curse e 2 of u die early, parents cry for u 2 til die to accompany u ! *if u nv did, e curse wnt take effect. So, ownself knw can Liao . Curse til u die ! I HATE YOU !!!

Exhausted

Gonna slp, but was awakes by msgs.. Cnt I even slp ? U must be very happy Nw. U did gif mi hell. Stay awake n go wrk straight at 7.. 4 hrs to go~ gg take some fresh air.

Hving all e thg w/o anyone with u is worth nth. So I dnt nid either, wat u wan just take it.. $$ or nt. Y cnt I hv happiness when I've given my all ?? E person u love, will be e person tht hurt u most <- Nw I believe Tis.

Today went pasir ris for Halloween with darling, Ron n him. Came to fetch mi after wrk, n I knw it's bcos he has nth to do n doesn't wanna wait to get back e thgs. I'm still happy he did go wif mi. Thank you A.

Anyway lucky today gt my pay :) But~ after paying up Evrythg,it's so pathetic Nw. Salary sucks to e core, so little yet hv to do so much wrk. Tis e first full time job I've wrk for mths !!

$$=. Happiness will come if I hv $$ ?

Thots

I will nt regret e decision I made nw.. Giving u my all, e cares, e love. I've done all. Heart aches is uncontrolable, time is e need. All e best to u.

HEADACHE !!!!

Stupig rain during lunch hr !!! Dn't hv to go out lar.. lazy go oso zzZZ~~ headache ar headache HEADACHE is killing meee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Panadol, Nurofen all tis is like . . USELESSS !

Backii homeee

Reach home lar~ so nice to hv my own bed :) Anw, when genting jiu fever til nw... Hope tml feel better!! Gotta wrk :(

Penang !!

Morning reach penang.. long way to go b4 gg bck to s'pore. Hope & Wish i will enjoy =] Will be hving fb again, cos My 'cute' Bbii allow lar~ dnt knw really allow de nt !!! -.-

ARRGHHH!!!!!

Do tis blog do til i wan kisiao liao... ARRHH !!! Gg dinner wif mamii alrdy.. Anw~ i today did exercise lar !! Wahahahah

e ends. . .

Everythg ended. Its my life alone, but Happy oR Sad, Hurt oR Not... I dn't just belong to myself. Family is still e one tht nv leaves u.

In office~ no ppl ard.. Dn't feel like going lunch~

I AM ATTACHED & AVAILABLE ?? Hmm.. Gt bf like dnt hv lytt. Nw we only contact via phone... dk wat to do at all.

Ermzz~ just nice saw e date 16th.. haha.. just nice 3mths nv blog !! kekezz.. forgive me for being so random -.-''

I AM BACK TO POST AGAIN =D

Started my full time job in office in june~ end of tis mth my 3mths probation shld be over... BUT, dnt tink so~ Sian. . . . still cnt adapt to e wrking enviroment thts y past 2 mths nv blog ! So f***king stress, wrk + life + r/s +++ EVRYTHG la, is nt smooth at all !!!! ARRGH !!!!

Hate, Confuse. . .

Hates is growing btw us nw ?? I hated situation like tis over & over again. Repeating only make thg worst ? Shld i give up ?

Restarts ??

Gonna find a job & starts my own life with or without anybody beside me. Think its better to live & survive myself... Pay back evrythg, n i'll be free !! My mind is so firm nw of my decision tht i'll ignore my heart.

Hvn slp for mre then 24hrs.. Headache since last night, took panadol but useless. All e way til morning, then met darling to help Him Do 'thg'. Promised to come fetch me tgt go do his thg, but end up ? I go alone. Say otw, i waited til 1pm then meet darling. Stupig ??  I AM SICK !! After tht no rest, go wrk... receive His msg say meet me up by 4pm, i stupidly waited again til 5plus then go wrk when my boss called ! He didn't turn up too w/o a call nor msg. FULL OF LIES !!! FAKE PROMISES !!! Suddenly appear at 7plus, took e 'thg' & just went off, after leaving a sentence say will fetch me after wrk.. again no call or msg. Wanted to leave half way, but i just cldn't do tht. =[

Diet !!

I'm gonna loss 3kg in a week !!! Haha.. Start from monday lar~~ kekez.. cos later having dinner at Quality Hotel.. Haha.. Gtg Bath le, LAZY !!!!!

Lies lies lies & LIES

Cnt slp nw~ After wking up when he finally return call/sms, waited for Him to get hm. Y wanna lie ?? I HATE LIEs !! E saying was right.. Scar is nt removable once its there. He is e first guy to let me knw i owe Him so much. I promise i'll return. HATE tis feeling !

Ytd went interview at LeeHwa Jewellery... so funny, was ask to shoot back watever they ask, SO, i did !! End up ?? Haha... den watched Monkga, nt bad =] kinda funny show.. Meeting my xiaoling at 8pm first later gg powerhse, so long nv go.. Gtg~ nt i'll be late again !!

Darling say de brigde very romantic, I can go wif him.. Haha.. but he wnt bring me go le. Wanted to go so much n really c it. PM: Darling~ nxt time u go MUST bring me go, i dnt mind be light bulb. *Hope u dnt mind too. =X

A 'Memorable' Day

Today Bbii shattered all my aim. Bbii ?? He bah. Woke up, went to do those 'thgy' wif darling.. den was thinking He wld wan meet me up straight from there... end up ? Evrythg went wrong again & again these days. He dnt trust me at ALL, since we hv been tgt for so long. Sad case ? Dnt knw y, really. Meeting up turns out to be so scarii. 1st time he do tht to me, sounds hard, lucky gt my bag. Can i still trust Him..?? 1st time gt ppl say i wld dirty e plc. Y? when He's e only 1.

Walking w/o tinking leads u to a plc where theres Nobody.

I'm like a idiot.

Another Day

So tired !! But i cnt slp~ so came here... weather so fking HOT ! Somethg thts in my mind~

两个人不开心，不如一个人不开心。

一个人会学放开，是因为另一半给的‘鼓励’！！

Thts wat i've been thinking nw, tml ? or maybe forever... He's missing, he's Ankrii, & i dnt even knw y !! Any Brain washing method ??

I'm just Nobody to Him

Stomachache on n off since ytd night, dunno hunkrii or wat =[ Ytd wake up le, go reborn hair =D after tht go hougang then went to changi village for food.. Waited for bbii to eat tgt, end up ? He didn't wanted to go c.v. to find me de, thot there near his plc, but my decision was wrong again. Told him nvm but ask me to wait will die izit ?! Say otw down fetch me le, need go settle thg, ask him where.. He: U DNT ASK ME GO WHERE! shocked me, haha, funny reply? Otw, say he very tired, shag~ Reach e plc, ask me wait for him ok?? *Can i say nt ok ?? Haiz~ e day b4, msg say wan to settle down.. nxt day everythg change. So scarii, which is real ? After tht, ask mi wan go where, I: If u tired then we go hm lo. He sent me Hm. Afterall, went to cine =] watch Clash of e Titans 3D, nt bad but still prefer lightning thieft =p then head hm.

Home Sweet Home

Ytd back liao but lazy n tired to blog... Finally met bbii ytd night!! OMG~ so boniie leh him.. Hmm.. meet him le, say wan go sb.. DOTS haiz~ he happy can liao. at least gotta c him =] 12+ lytt went hm.. He KO, shln't hv meet...
Later maybe gg out meet my girls =D But dunno where.. hvn confirm >.<"

Last Day~

Today wan woke bbii up, end up he woke mi up tell mi he wake up liao >.<" Haha..last time is ppl wake mi, nw i wake ppl.... anyway later i'm gg back to s'pore le.. c ya soon !!

Haha.. Kena force by mi~

Penang & Hatyai Trip ^^

Nw at penang~ Gt lappii =D Weather here is so so so so SO HOT !! Sunblock oso useless >.<" Gtg for dinner lar... share some photo first.

Time's Running !!

Done wif e photo in here >.<" Woke bbii up early morning, then 5+pm finally receive his 1st msg of e day ! Piangx~ say will gt OT til 12am lytt ??!?!!?! Haiz~ Dnt knw wat to say oso... Stress. So blank nw, later gg off from s'pore le, hvn pack, hvn bath, hvn eat.... DAMN LAZY lar~~ Giving bbii tis link so.....~ PM: BBII !! i come back dnt wan c u bcome skeleton hor !! Go there gt lan shop will update in here =] GTG, my mom called. Bye Bye.

zzzZZZ + thanks ppl

So slpy~  mamii call call call ask mi wake up pack thg tml gg thai, dnt last min everytime blar blar blar.. Arrgh~ ITS RAINIING u knw !!
Bbii went to do his thg til nw... say wait will call mi... wait wait wait til wan kisiao liao !!
Thanks ppl for help mi in here, at least its nt a dead place !! haha.. must put credits to weiling, huiling, weijun !! kekez..

Yeappiii.. HAPPII DAY !

So happy today !! Firstly, went to get back car wif bbii today.. c he happy take back car de face !! Haha.. Early2 wake up, Go amk hub~ usual; movie & game. Home nw, both of us tired + no place to go oso !! Secondly, bbii de job COMFIRM !! dunno he happy or nt ??

Bbii & i back to normal le ?? idk~ Mizz Mizz Mizz MIZZ only him. But he nt free, better dnt msg him, i'll wait bah... WHY tis blog still no song ar !!! OH~ Btw.. today Dbl o 2nd last day ?? Not gg anyway, bbii wnt allow too. Unless he wan go ? HAHA ! i'm dreaming of tht >.<

Just woke up... tot of here jiu came in le. But very lazy to edit n decor, having fever again... HATE tis mth !!! $$$ i nid so much of it to c happiness ?? Idk~ Mizz bbii so much. Shld i msg him ?? u knw i'll. =x

Erm ??

I've got so much to say.. but after finish inserting n changing tis n tht here... I AM BLANK !! so tiring. zzz

Since 08

Tis blog is still here !!! Deleted e 1 n only post which is on 1dec08.. Haha.. Nth to do, Log in to google then saw gt blog & rmb ! Hmm... shall start blogging again =]